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11 June 2009 @ 05:08 pm
I'm in like with you
Not in love with you quite yet
My heart's beginning to
Slightly overrule my head

Oh no, oh no
My self control
It won't hold up for very long
Oh no, oh no
You touch my soul
I can't help falling too fast for you

Can you hold on a bit
Stop before we go
'cause I might need a moment
And I wouldn't wanna spoil it

Who knows if I am ready or not
Only time will tell
Who knows if we are ready to make this something
Who knows

Maybe this is love
But I haven't fallen in quite yet

Wow! I haven't posted on here for the longest time.
Well a lot has been going on in my life lately. Lots of exciting stuff!

First of all, I'm a bassist in a band called Soulbound!!! How awesome is that? Yup, pretty damn awesome! And pretty damn fun, too! The guys in it are really nice and fun to be around. :)

School's out for the summer, and I couldn't be happier. I was getting so stressed with all that stupid pointless schoolwork. But I'm happy cuz I got a B+ on my algebra exam, and I SUCKKKK at math, so that's like a good thing for me :)

I've also been happy lately because I've been hanging out with my friends a lot, and I have the best time with them :D. But that'll probably end soon, cuz I have summer gym next week for three weeks from 8am to 12pm... only four hours right? Right! But it sure as hell feels a whole lot longer than that, and for three weeks no less. And if I miss even one, I fail the course and don't get any credits for it. Oh well, I've heard it's worth it, and you make a lot of friends in it too.

Well that's my update, hope I didn't forget anything. I'll update again soon if I remember to.
Current Location: home.
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Who Knows -- Natasha Bedingfield
19 February 2009 @ 07:30 pm
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

Hey all! Maddie's back :{D

I haven't been on here in a while! I've been very busy. Tests, school, movies, getting together with friends, the works. Still obsessed with 1776 as always. I also helped getting other people get obsessed as well xD.

I got a new computer!!! My old one wouldn't turn on one day for some reason, which I believe it was because the power supplies ran out. But that's okay! I love this computer! It's like 22 inches and Vista!! I love it so much :)

This is a short entry, but Bones and Hell's Kitchen are on. So I'll try to post more soon. Danke und have a nice night :)

Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Chasing Cars -- Snow Patrol
19 December 2008 @ 09:58 pm
Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Have you noticed how I always post here very spaced out and late at night? I have.

I personally don't think that's weird, since I don't have too much time on my hands, but at the end of the day I really wanted to post here. I have nothing better to do... after all it is 10 pm, could be sleeping, right? Yeah.. I kinda need more of that.

I must say that I love Saturday Night Live! It's so funny!!! But they're taking off the one girl I really liked. I'm not sure what her name is, but she was the funniest woman I've ever seen, and she has really blonde hair. I'm sad about that, but I hope to see her in other stuff.

School is out for two weeks!! I'm not really pumped, but I'm relieved. No more homework for a while and no more essays and junk like that. So much is going on right now, it makes me feel like I can do anything I want... giddy, as LiveJournal has described... a hard feeling to describe. I feel so good about myself and I feel as if my friendships with certain courageous people who I love very much. I'm so happy for you, girl! I only wish I knew the answer to that question! Then my life would be completed... haha.

I guess I don't have much more to say... only that hope certain people will like their Christmas presents! I spent a lot of time making parts of them, if that makes it any better :) And I put a lot of thought into the cards, and they're all different for different people.

I guess this is goodbye for now, I'll update on Monday after one of my best friend's Christmas party, and then once more on Christmas!

Happy Holidays!
Current Location: My room, where else?
Current Mood: giddygiddy
Current Music: Blurry -- Puddle of Mudd
09 December 2008 @ 08:32 pm
Not sure why I can't post anything with the entry below (Writers Block: Set Sail), but here's my answer to that :D:

Well I had to answer this, I just had to :).

Good God, I love so many pairings its not even possible!! I love pairing of Yuffie Kisaragi and Vincent Valentine from Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children (wow I feel like a super dork now... haha and I'm not sorry!). They're so cute together! She's a short, loud, hyper, happy-go-lucky, optimistic, clumsy, klutzy, idiotic, full of herself ninja. Vincent on the other side, is everything she's not. He's tall, mysterious, quiet, broody, monotone type of person. Did I mention he's old enough to be her grandfather? Well yea... he was experimented on when he went to work with the Turks (which is kinda like the CIA or FBI), and Chaos the demon was locked inside him. So he's physically eternally 27, but he's aging on the inside, so he's like 60 or so. Yuffie is probably 19, but why should age matter anyway? It's an adorable pairing and I love it!


Another pairing I love is Kakashi Hatake and Sakura Haruno from Naruto. They're quite cute together as well, although Kakashi is Sakura's sensei. He taught her nowhere near everything he knows, but she's an amazing kunoichi because of Kakashi. She has so much energy and so much strength, she's able to focus her chakra to a specific point in her body, such as her first, and generate all of her strength to that area and, if it was her fist, potentially kill someone. She broke a cliff once doing this xD. Kakashi is so funny too. He's always so laid back and cool, and ALWAYS late. He's mysterious as well, but he's pretty awesome. He's 27 also, and she's probably 15 or 16. Not too bad compared to Vincent and Yuffie xD.


This last pairing is one of my all time favorites!!! It's known as SasoDei by some, but these characters are none other than Akasuna no Sasori, and Deidara. They're both sadistic artists who enjoy going on killing sprees and being... well sadistic! Quite a pairing, no? They constantly argue about what art is, Sasori believing that fine art is something wonderful that is left long into the future, and Deidara holding that art is something transient that departs quickly, hence his catchphrase, "Art is a bang!" which often earns Sasori saying something ending with "brat". Other than the fact that they quarrel constantly, I can totally see them together behind the scenes. It's so funny! Deidara seems bitter towards him, but calls Sasori "Sasori no danna" which means "Master Sasori" or sometimes can mean "Husband Sasori". He means "master", according to Kishimoto. Dang... sad for all the fangirls. xD Another cute couple, although they're both men.... haha!

09 December 2008 @ 08:14 pm
Spike and Angel, President Roslin and Gaius Baltar, Harry and Hermione—shippers often find pairings that the original author might have overlooked. What coupling of fictional characters would you most like to see?
09 December 2008 @ 07:39 pm
Momma, hey momma, come lookin' for me
I'm here in the meadow by the red maple tree
Momma, hey momma, look sharp, here I be
Hey, hey, momma look sharp

Them soldiers, they fired. Oh ma, did we run
But then we turned round and the battle begun
Then I went under, oh ma, am I done?
Hey, hey, momma look sharp

My eyes are wide open, my face to the sky
Is that you I'm hearin' in the tall grass nearby?
Momma come find me before I do die
Hey, hey, momma look sharp

I'll close your eyes, my Billy
Them eyes that cannot see
And I'll bury you, my Billy
Beneath the maple tree

And never again will you whisper to me
Hey, hey, oh momma look sharp

Hi all! Sorry I haven't been posting lately. Been super busy with an essay, loads of homework, horrible classes (excluding history and band), writing in my John Adams journal (haha you guys love it, I know xD), stuff like that.

Oh by the way, did I mention that I ORDERED 1776 AND IT CAME ON FRIDAY?!?!?! No? Well it did!!!! I'm so happy!! It's on my computer and my iPod so I won't have to suffer without it for 24 hours. I actually listen to "He Plays the Violin" in German cuz she lets us listen to our iPods when we're done with assessments, but just knowing my iPod is even at school is comforting. The real DVD is being borrowed by my history teacher right now. This was our conversation when I gave it to her:

Me: Haha, here ya go!
Ms. McBride: Ohh you didn't have to bring it so early! I won't be able to watch it until this weekend, but thanks so much!
Me: Yea, like I said I have it on my iPod xD
Ms. McBride: Oh yea... I forgot :) We're such dorks haha!
Me: Yea, being a dork is so much fun!!
Ms. McBride: I always am a dork and then I apologize to my friends and I'm like "sorry guys, I'm a total dork".
Me: .....I don't apologize :D
Ms. McBride: Haha! Be true to yourself, my friend!

XD It was great. She is by far my favorite teacher! She's so nice and all that stuff :). We're watching a video called "Liberty" in sections this year in her class, and let me say I did not like it at first, but it gets interesting, haha. Alexander Hamilton is like totally depressed. He said, and I quote, "I hate the world, I hate people, I hate myself." Ms. McBride said he was having a moment xD. I couldn't agree more, my friend. :)

Well, life is going pretty well for me at the moment, I guess. It doesn't suck, but it's not amazing either. It's just kinda life. So I guess that's it for now.... I'll write more soon!

Current Mood: productiveproductive
Current Music: Momma, Look Sharp -- 1776
03 December 2008 @ 07:48 pm
He plays the violin
He tucks it right under his chin
And he bows, oh he bows
For he knows, yes he knows
That it's hi-hi-hi-diddle diddle
It's my heart, Tom and his fiddle
My strings are unstrung
I am undone

I hear his violin
And I get that feeling within
And I sigh, oh I sigh
He draws near, very near
And it's hi-hi-hi-diddle diddle
Goodbye to the fiddle
My strings are unstrung
I'm always undone

When heaven calls to me
Sing me no sad eulogy
Say I die, loving bride
Loving wife, loving life

For it was hi-hi-hi-hi-diddle diddle
'Twixt my heart, Tom, and his fiddle
And ever 'twill be
Through eternity

He plays the violin


Do you all know how tired I am right now? No? Didn't think so.

I had a pretty good day today, except for the fact that I got caught supposedly spreading "poison" in science by the teacher I really dislike, and he went into this whole spiel about how I shouldn't spread poison and I should do this and I should do that and blah blah blah! I just called the guy an idiot! Honestly! I don't even like him, it's not like I called him something way worse! I could've! But I was nice enough to call him an idiot. And I asked how his really short buddy ever passed kindergarten (Mrs. Anderson, if you are reading this, you know who I'm talking about xD starts with a K and the second one starts with a D. Last names of course).

I'm listening to He Plays the Violin from 1776 the movie, and let me just say I never realized how sexual it is! It's kinda funny, cuz I first watched this movie with a class of 5th graders and we all totally thought she just really really liked Jefferson's violin playing. Maybe she likes a bit more about Jeffy, if you catch my drift ;D. Haha, I love this song either way. It's so awesome and Jeffy plays his violin amazingly beautifully, if I do say so myself, and I wish he would play the violin for me like that xD. Sadly, he, like John Adams, is.... erm... to put it bluntly... well, dead. Yeah, that upsets me. Got a problem with that? Say it to my face :D. Why can't I play the violin like that?! Or piano as well?! Well to answer that, I just suck xD

By the way, sorry if I'm being mean or something, it's just kinda the way I am right now, so don't take it personally, and if you do, get over it. It is your fault for taking it personally first of all, when I clearly told you not to right here, right now. Second of all, my life is sorta kinda craptastic right now and I can deal with that any way I'd like to, danke sch
ön. Taking it personally just makes you depressed and if you do, don't come crying to me cuz I can't do anything about that and I might just end up making it worse than it was five or six minutes ago.

I'm tired, I'm going to watch Bones, and I'll post more tomorrow. Danke, have a nice night :)

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: He Plays the Violin -- 1776
01 December 2008 @ 07:42 pm
Goodbye Mr. A
You promised you would love us, but you knew too much
Goodbye Mr. A
You had all the answers but no human touch
If life is subtraction
Your number is up
Your love is a fraction
Its not adding up

...was horrible! Good God! I swear, whoever thought of school...

IS GOING DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is my schedule:

1 - Language Arts (sucks)
2 - American History (my one true passion)
3 - Tech Ed (ehh I'm not for videotaping really... I broke the last camera I used xD)
4 - Band/Study Hall (BAND!!! haha!! study hall is rather boring though...)
5 - Lunch (awesome, only place I can chill and relax with my best friends)
6 - German (Ich liebe Deutsch!! :D (for those who don't speak German, that says I love German xD) )
7 - Gym/Choir (Choir's kinda cool, I hate the people in my class though. Gym just sucks... 'nuff said)
8 - Algebra (FINALLY I MOVED SEATS SO I DON'T SIT NEXT TO THE MOST HORRIBLE PERSON EVER!!!!!!!!!! I sit next to my buddy in that class :D but I suck at math xD)
9 - Science (don't even get me STARTED on science! I could go on for HOURS about how much I hate this class!!!!!! The only upside is two of my best friends are in this class. And then there's Tom. XD)

Yeah, I don't expect anyone to get the Tom thing.... xD. Sorta an inside joke among many people :D

This is somewhat short and (bitter)sweet, since Chuck is on in five minutes... so I'm gunna go watch that. Maybe that'll brighten my mood, hah. Somehow doubt that though, it's been ruined all day and I hate school and the people I hate there were pushing my buttons ALL FREAKING DAY, so I'm ready to EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for your time :)
Current Location: My room haha... as always
Current Mood: irateirate
Current Music: Goodbye Mr. A -- The Hoosiers